Under the Blanket

Am i alive or is this a dream
because the illusions are breaking at the seams
what am i following why am i bothering
i fell a victim to the trick
and now i'm sick of all of it

why do i question love when it burns
so deep inside my chest
why do i live in fear when i always know
that i'm under his blanket

are you a saint or just a man in a blanket
can you please fess up because i just can't take it
i love you too much for it to be a lie
just give me proof say the news either way i'll cry and cry
if it's all a hoax i'll die
and if you're telling the truth i'll fly
all i want to do is just stay in your holy grace
let you wash me down lord and let you paint my face